emo

i only post on this forsaken blog when i feel emo eh? it sucks. despair has found me again. after running away from it for like 3 months? i thought i found my sec 4 self again. maybe not. it sucks to share your despair to bitch about myself and see it bounce back to me exponentially. whats the point of telling others how i feel? miserable prick. go on. despair more. emo more la. what else can you do? can you attain your goals? no. preconceived notions? heh. running away from reality as always.